Some things you don’t think will ever touch your life.
When I was growing up, I never in a million years would have predicted that I would become a stepmom.
I never thought I would have been so personally touched by suicide. Not just by friends, but within my own family.
I never thought I would grapple with fear and anxiety.
I never could have dreamed how becoming a mom would affect me so intensely and irrevocably.
I never thought I’d be touched or impacted by so many things. Good. And bad.
You just don’t think some things will come close to your home turf. You don’t think you’ll have to deal with certain “hills” and “battlegrounds” in life.
Until you do.
Until they DO touch your life. Deeply.
Then in that moment, we all have a choice of how to step forward. Do we let ourselves become people who are stripped of courage, faith, love, and hope? Or do we become people of resolve, trust, insight, and compassion?
I have found that in my weakest moments; in my moments of deepest hurts, that later on, God has indeed used those in my life to either make me stronger – or He’s used them to help someone else in my life, through what I went through.
I’ve learned that although I wish some moments had never touched my life, they have always shown me deeper blessings and truths at some point. In some way.
You see, God isn’t about to leave us the same. Unchanged. He wants to get our attention. Grow us. Speak to us. Move us. We can’t sit still and stay untouched by life. Someone, somewhere, at some point will get to us.
And no matter what happens, we will be changed. We will be impacted. And we will be touched. By not only what happens to us – but by what happens to those we love.
That’s how it’s supposed to be.
No one should ever be left untouched. For if you don’t hurt, you don’t love.