I’m a planner, married to a spontaneous man. It’s made for some exciting years. Ha ha – But, seriously, I don’t always do well with issues in life that feel out of control. Whether that’s as a wife or a mama, or just an individual, I like to come up with ways to handle it. Even better, I like to know how I will handle things BEFORE they come up.
But “life” doesn’t always obey MY rules.
Life likes to throw me curve balls. It comes up with scenarios that I couldn’t possibly have dreamt about. Life is smart. Life is always changing. And life is a challenge.
I saw a quote on Facebook recently that said, “You don’t always need a plan. Sometimes you just need to breathe, trust, let go, and see what happens.” (Goodvibe.co)
And I thought – “This is SOO true!” Because there are things in my life that I stress and fret over. I try to come up with ways in which to handle them, when in reality, there may be no perfect solution. Sometimes I don’t need to come up with a plan. I just need to trust God as I put it all in His hands.
If only I could dictate how my life would go. If only I could funnel and channel things down the paths I think they should go in. But I can’t. And I shouldn’t. I know that I wouldn’t learn or grow if I managed everything into comfortable zones for myself. I know that sometimes the best lessons are learned in the hardest battles.
Do I REALLY trust my God? When I kneel and pray so earnestly that it feels like my heart will bleed…. Do I trust Him to do the right thing with that? Do I trust Him to lead me and guide me in wisdom, discernment, and to give me peace as He does? Because if I do, then there is no need for a game plan. The only plan I need, is to pray, listen for Him to speak to me in return, and obey.
I may try to come up with my own plan of attack to things in life – but sometimes there IS no plan of attack. There is simply faith. And as I apply the faith that I claim in my heart, I can sit back and watch God work. And feel deeply loved.