We try to make sense of God’s ways at times. We know He wants what is best for us and that He can see into the future – where we, cannot.
We know His ways are perfect.
And yet, at times, they just don’t feel that way.
Some things in life hurt. We make mistakes. Those we love make mistakes. And we don’t know how to deal with them. We don’t know how to correct them without damaging relationships.
We head in the wrong directions. And He lets us.
Sometimes we have something so good right in front of us, and we don’t see it. We don’t want it. We turn away from it and head in another direction altogether. We think that’s the right one for us.
When it’s all wrong.
But you can never go back. “Back” always changes. We think things stay the same as we remember them – but they don’t.
Everything changes. EVERYONE changes.
So we tilt our heads to the One we love so dearly, and we try not to doubt. We try not to question. We wait. We pray. And we grip onto Him with every ounce of faith we have – hoping it will all turn out okay.
That’s faith. That’s the risk of love.
I wish we all could see life clearly. I wish we could take off those rose-colored glasses, and see everything come into focus. The past, the present, the future.
I wish we could see that just because someone else has gone on a certain path, it doesn’t mean that path is also meant for us.
I wish we could see the love that lives in our life, right where we are. And that it’s GOOD.
But, if we don’t – and we stubbornly forge our own path, may He never leave our side. May He weave HIS plan, amidst our own and turn it into something better. Something GREAT.
May He never leave our side. Never let us go.
And may we, in our own humility, SEE IT.