Friday, April 7, 2023

Love Is Not Self-Seeking

 


We put so many unfair expectations on each other.


The pressures and weight we place on each other is too much for someone’s shoulders to bear.


No one can meet the expectations we place on them, all of the time. And even if they meet them some of the time, they probably aren’t genuine. Not if we clearly lay them out before them. No. They are met out of guilt, or to keep some sort of peace in the relationship.


Love does not place expectations on someone else’s plate. 


Yes, there are certain boundaries that need to be upheld in relationships. Certain character qualities, and morals that need to exist for a healthy dynamic. I’m talking more about physical and emotional expectations that are only there to meet some sort of inner need put in place by the person who lays them out before the other.


It’s never fair. Never healthy.


It’s control.


People were meant to be free. Free to feel how they want to feel. Free to run life slowly or fast, depending on their personal bent. Free to express their hearts how they want (or don’t want). Free to be quiet, or outgoing.


We cannot, and should not place expectations on our relationships simply because we are insecure, lonely, depressed, anxious, regretful, or you fill in the blank.


These kinds of expectations damage otherwise healthy and normal relationships. They suck the life out of people. 


Maybe we “wish” things were a little bit differently than they currently are. Okay. But other people aren’t “us.” And we can’t make them “us”. 


Sometimes we rate people on our own scale - not on a scale that is tailored to them. And that is never fair. 


We rate their efforts based on the efforts and energy WE have, not on what they have. We rate their interactions based on the interactions WE prefer, not on what they prefer. We rate their expressions and feelings based on how WE think they should be expressed, not on how God created THEM!


And instead of seeing the beauty in the differences, we strangle the life out of a relationship because it doesn’t fit into a mold of where we think it should be.


That’s never love. 


It’s time we love people as they are, WHERE they are. Pray for God to fill in any holes in their lives that need filling, as well as working on our own hearts to be His servants and love others wholly in spite of it all. 


Never placing demands, complaints, regrets, or disappointments onto someone else’s heart.


Love is not self-seeking.


It’s good to remember that.


If we can just let our relationships exist with all their intricacies, we can find joy in learning and sharing life with another human being who adds to our life in ways we hadn’t considered on our own.


This world has enough stress and pressures without us putting it onto each other.